Today is my birthday. It's so sad

Today is my birthday

I know I’m seriously ill but no one has wished me a happy birthday, I’m really sad because I’m lonely

Today marks another year in my journey around the sun, yet the weight of solitude seems to overshadow any sense of celebration. As I navigate the intricacies of an illness that casts its shadow over my days, the absence of birthday wishes only magnifies the depth of loneliness that permeates my world.

In these moments when the world around me seems to continue its hustle and bustle, I find myself dwelling in the silence of my own thoughts. The realization that no one has extended a simple “Happy Birthday” weighs heavy on my heart, accentuating the profound sense of isolation that has become a constant companion.

It’s not the grand gestures or lavish parties that I yearn for. It’s the warmth of human connection, the simple yet profound act of someone acknowledging this day as a marker of my existence. To feel seen, to be remembered, even amidst the complexities of my illness, would infuse a glimmer of light into this day.

Peace Village ward at Tu Du Hospital in Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam is home for children with disabilities believed to be caused by Agent Orange, the herbicide used by the U.S military during the Vietnam War. According to the United Nations, Agent Orange and its active ingredient dioxin is “one of the most toxic compounds known to humans.” It is claimed that children born to parents exposed to Agent Orange can be stillborn or born with birth defects, including skin disease, mental illness, and deformities. Peace village cares for about 60 children and many were abandoned at birth. After decades of Vietnam War, effects of Agent Orange still runs silently through generations. (Photo by Hiroko Tanaka/NurPhoto via Getty Images)

Loneliness has a way of amplifying the struggles we face, casting a shadow on moments that should be filled with joy and companionship. The absence of birthday wishes serves as a stark reminder of the solitude I navigate, a poignant reflection of the world that sometimes feels so distant.

Yet, amidst this sea of emotions, I hold onto a sliver of hope. Perhaps in the quiet corners of this world, there are hearts that resonate with mine, souls that understand the ache of isolation. And maybe, just maybe, in this vulnerability, lies the potential for unexpected moments of connection and solace.

So, as I sit here on this day, marked as my birthday, I embrace the bittersweet symphony of emotions. In the midst of loneliness, I find solace in the courage to share my feelings, hoping that my voice reaches someone who understands the significance of a simple birthday wish to a soul navigating the complexities of illness and solitude.